The Glass Menagerie

Andrew Kilpatrick (left), Lauren Dobbs (middle), and Megan Smith (right) in The Glass Menagerie.

Andrew Kilpatrick (left), Lauren Dobbs (middle), and Megan Smith (right) in The Glass Menagerie.

As a theatre POE, it’s my goal to participate in as many productions as possible, or at least attend the ones I’m not a part of. Tonight I had to opportunity to attend Juniata’s production of The Glass Menagerie, a play by Tennessee Williams. I decided not to audition for this show in fear of over-scheduling myself at the beginning of my first semester. After seeing the play, and all of the hard work the cast and crew has put into it however, I am seriously regretting my decision not to be involved.

The cast of The Glass Menagerie is a small, four characters. Andrew Kilpatrick plays Tom, the protective poetry-writing brother who works to support his family. Megan Smith is Laura, the incredibly shy, crippled sister who believes she will never amount to anything. Lauren Dobbs plays Amanda, the faded southern belle mother who struggles to accept the flaws of her children. Finally, a friend of mine, Jamison Monella is Jim, an old high school acquaintance who strives for success and love in his adult life.

I’ve been taking two theatre classes this semester, and have become very close with my teacher and academic adviser Kate Clarke. We spoke about the production and how incredible the shows at Juniata always are, so I knew I had to see the show for myself. I was blown away. I’m used to seeing musical theatre productions with large casts of at least forty, with show-stopping musical numbers and intricate choreography. The Glass Menagerie was not one of those shows. This production gave off an eery, realistic vibe that pleasantly surprised me. The acting done by my fellow peers was phenomenal! The students seemed comfortable, and were incredibly believable on stage. It’s hard to truly justify the talent I witnessed tonight, so if you get the opportunity to attend this show or any other theatre production Juniata offers I definitely recommend trying to see one.

As we progress into the midway point of the semester, I have been able to think about how I’ve been doing so far at Juniata, and what I can do to better enjoy myself here. The first thing I always think about is getting more involved in the events going on around campus, and especially in the Theatre Department. Although I don’t think I will have time to participate in the other performances occurring this semester, I am definitely making sure to audition next semester!

Working on Campus: More Than Spending Money

When I was visiting colleges as a prospective student, I remember thinking that I definitely wanted to work in a Writing Center and to be a tour guide.  This year, I am doing both.

As an English POE, I am thankful for the opportunity to work as a Writing Center tutor. The opportunity not only to edit papers, but also to work on writing skill acquisition is as beneficial to the students I work with and me. For me, the Writing Center is an opportunity for me to use my skills and talents to help others, but it is also a channel for personal and professional growth. Of course, every day of work is an opportunity to solidify and strengthen my own analytical and writing skills, but working at the Writing Center is more than that. It is a collaboration between tutor and student to improve a paper for the present and skills for the future. Working with other students is great for interpersonal communication skills. Also, the Writing Center functions as a team. Throughout the seven weeks of the semester, I think I have learned valuable lessons about teamwork that I can carry with me throughout my Juniata College career and beyond.

CJ working writing center web

I’m the type of person who feels an intense loyalty to his school, and I think acting as a campus tour guide is one of the best ways for me to share my fondness for Juniata. I really enjoy answering questions about campus and talking about Juniata traditions and my personal experiences at Juniata. Speaking directly to prospective students and families and answering questions has improved my communication and public speaking skills, and the small trivia facts that I’ve picked up about campus are interesting not only to the prospective students, but also to my friends. While facts about the size of our window in the Suzanne von Liebig Theatre (we have the second biggest window in a theatre space next to Disney World) or the Juniata chestnut arboretum (we have a chestnut sanctuary to help regrow American chestnut trees which perished during the chestnut blight in the early 1900s) are fun topics of conversation, I’ll be able to take professionalism and communication skills with me into my career.

With my friend and fellow tour guide, Morgan

With my friend and fellow tour guide, Morgan

The relationships I’ve developed with my coworkers and the skills I have acquired through these positions are really important to my college experience. The hours spent at my jobs are some of the highlights of my weeks.

The Real World

TJ The Real World webThe semester is starting to go by fast just like everyone said it would and as a senior it is typical that my mind is racing to figure out what I want to do after I graduate. Will I find a job? Will I be happy at this new job? Should I go to graduate school instead? All of these questions and thoughts are not unusual so I don’t feel alone. Every senior goes through this with all their worries and hopes to have a bright future. My class, like any other, will be entering the real world with its infinite possibilities and possible failures. However, it will still be something to learn from that I am both nervous and excited to experience. Although I have learned many things from Juniata College, Professor Wei-Chung put it correctly when he said, “We are in a little protective bubble that is Juniata”. We are in this protective bubble that shields us from the outside world and the harsh reality that we are not yet prepared for, maybe we will never be prepared for it until we have to actually go through it with all of its unpredictability. That is why I am glad that Juniata has a variety of professors that will nurture their students and the ones that will tell you the brutal truth.

It’s the best of both worlds. The professors at Juniata have real world experience in the field that they are teaching so it benefits the students to learn what they need to know in order to succeed. It isn’t about just learning the general ideas and pushing the students on their merry way so they can cruise through college. The professors care about what they are teaching and want to provide us with the skills we need and can utilize once we enter the real world. Some professors incorporate a “Learning Experience” into their course, which means we get real experience with business, people, or programs as if it were a job that we need to know results for. It helps students by putting the knowledge from the course into action because what better way to learn then to experience things first-hand.

I’m not extremely worried about life after college because Juniata has provided me with many opportunities in regards to experience and I have built numerous connections through traveling and events. Career Services provide students with chances to attend seminars, meetings, and trips to job fairs so that we have resources and ways to improve ourselves. Juniata is so focused on providing every aspect possible to help its students not only through course work but with life. The curriculum requirements let you look at different subjects outside of your major so you can get a wide variety of knowledge. There is no limit and I have customized my major to my needs. I take the courses I want that will prepare me for the type of job I want or suits me in the future. Not many colleges allow you to do that, but Juniata does. I didn’t imagine that a college would provide so much to my future and care so much about it until now. Everyone at Juniata wants to help you to improve your future and that type of support is needed when trying to build yourself.

Before I Die…

Candy Chang’s Presentation on how a simple sticker or a simple chalkboard can be used to break the barriers of individualism and inspire a community.

Candy Chang’s Presentation on how a simple sticker or a simple chalkboard can be used to break the barriers of individualism and inspire a community.

Candy Chang, a fellow TED talker and urban planner, came to Juniata to speak on her creative community togetherness projects. These projects include the Before I Die Wall, I Want This To Be Stickers, and How Much Do You Pay For Rent Post It notes. All these projects are to inspire self-reflection and community communication.

Transforming Our Cities Through Art and Design

Transforming Our Cities Through Art and Design

Since the semester began, I have been having an identity crisis concerning my POE. Candy Chang gave me some of the best advice without knowing it. She opened her talk with a quote by Joseph Campbell reading, “The privilege of a lifetime is being who you are”. Candy stated that ever since she was a child she always wanted to be an artist, however the word artist to any parent is quite a frightening because it says “unstable” and brings to mind the picture of a starving artist. She started out college as a pre-med student and upon receiving a D+ in a course, she decided to take a different route – architecture and graphic design.

Candy’s advice was that you have to dabble in a lot of things, and go down many different paths, because the different experiences that you have teach you who you are on a different level. She uses her own journey as a way to illustrate that you have to do what interests you. However, the hardest things about doing what interests us is discovering and analyzing our pasts, presents, and futures and reflecting upon who we are what we really want out of this life.

Juniata College's Before I Die Wall

Juniata College’s Before I Die Wall

The Before I Die wall, is a way of sharing ourselves without community and breaking down that individualistic wall. It is a place where we can reflex upon our lives and figure out just what we want to do with it. The glory of a liberal arts degree is that it gives you the opportunity to explore many different disciplines to find out exactly what you want to do. I personally wish I would have come to Juniata without a degree in mind, because then it would have given me the opportunity to explore a lot more things than the POE my mind was already glued to.

Candy’s mission is to bring back the 1950’s era of community, where neighbors knew each other, trusted each other, and passed a little bit wisdom onto one another. Today we are so focused on our individual lives that there is a barrier there between ourselves and the people who live just next door. Candy’s public space programs are based around change. She calls these chalk boards, and stickers a honest mess, because they represent barriers falling down between us as we open up and be vulnerable, allowing ourselves to show our humanity.

Candy loves reading what members of the community write, not only on the Before I Die Wall, but also on projects such as ‘I want this to be’. ‘I want this to be’ are stickers posted on the side of abandoned buildings where people anonymously state their hopes, dreams, and ambitions, for a public space. She reads answers from “I want this to be a grocery store”, “book shop café”, “an apartment building” have appeared and it has inspired real change in communities. However, more importantly Candy says that this self-reflection done by individuals has led to more community involvement, and communication.

Candy’s final message was that curiosity and keeping an open mind allows us to do more things, and do them better than anyone else because we are inspired. She wants to share that inspiration with the community and bring neighbors together like they once were in the 1950s.

This Week at Juniata Week 5

Cultural Learning Tour Leads Me Home

Life-changing experiences don’t happen very often. If they did, they wouldn’t have such a profound impact on the person experiencing them. When they happen, you know they happen. You’ll look back at your previous life in disbelief, wondering how you could have ever been so unaware of this whole other realm that you now call home. For me, my life was changed when I stepped out of the plane in Santo Domingo, Dominican Republic.

This volunteer house was built by Hillel in March 2013, painted by the Cultural Learning Tour students in January 2014, and was where my friend Taylor and I stayed on our summer vacation trip in June 2014.

This volunteer house was built by Hillel in March 2013, painted by the Cultural Learning Tour students in January 2014, and was where my friend Taylor and I stayed on our summer vacation trip in June 2014.

I had been anticipating this trip for a while. After studying abroad in Orizaba, Mexico for a month during the summer after my freshman year of college, I was more than excited to enhance my Spanish-speaking skills and to do some volunteer work in the Dominican Republic for the January 2014 Cultural Learning Tour sponsored by the Office of Diversity & Inclusion and the Community Service/Service Learning Office at Juniata College.

What I had not been anticipating, however, was that I would come home from this trip with a much larger and more culturally diverse extended family. Over our two-week stay in the Dominican Republic, we lived with host families in Santo Domingo and traveled 45 minutes to El Centro Cultural Guanin, an after-school program located in the rural, impoverished community of La Piedra, meaning “The Rock.”

During our first week, we went on some touristy adventures, which included a boat ride on the Atlantic Ocean to Los Haitises National Park, a day-trip to Juan Dolio beach, and a horseback ride to a beautiful waterfall known as el Salto del Limón. When I first learned about the trip to the Dominican Republic, the touristy things were honestly what I was most looking forward to, since I had never been to too many places outside of the United States, but I quickly realized that it would be the people who would have the most remarkable effect on my life. During the second week of our trip, we worked closely with the community of La Piedra where we painted houses, cemented floors, taught English, helped cook food, and played with the kids. Despite the many hardships that these people were going through, their smiles sparkled and their laughter loomed day-in and day-out.

My friend Taylor and I (left) posing with the cutest little girls at Centro Cultural Guanin.

My friend Taylor and I (left) posing with the cutest little girls at Centro Cultural Guanin.

I went on this trip hoping to make a difference in the lives of others, but I came home with a whole new perspective on my own life. I immediately started a club on campus called Amigos de Guanin, which would fundraise so that more students could travel to the Dominican Republic on the annual Cultural Learning Tour. For the next four months, I worked vigorously on a grant application through the National Society of Leadership and Success. Fortunately, I was awarded $4,000 to work on an agricultural development project in January 2015 and to travel back in March 2015 to see that the project continues.

Thankfully, I have been able to keep in close contact with my new Dominican family, and when I travel to this beautiful island, I don’t think of myself as going away anymore, but rather as going home.




New Beginnings

As I pulled into a parking space outside of Tussey Hall, I wondered if I had made a mistake. I wasn’t sure if this was the school I really wanted to be at. I was nervous about finding friends, keeping up with my schoolwork, being so far from my friends from home, and being unable to fit in. However, Juniata College quickly proved me wrong.

Celebrating Mountain Day with my closest friends on campus. (Raystown Lake)

Celebrating Mountain Day with my closest friends on campus. (Raystown Lake)

I began my adventure participating in Inbound, a program that allows first-year students to arrive early to campus and do different activities that they are interested in. Wanting to enter the school year as relaxed as possible, I joined the Mind Body and Spirit course. I spent four days doing meditation, rock-climbing, yoga, and arts & crafts. Several people I met during Inbound are some of my best friends on campus now. The Inbound Program was incredibly helpful and enjoyable, and allowed me to settle into campus before all of the upperclassmen arrived.

When classes began at the end of the week, I’ll admit I was overwhelmed. The professors entrusted us with this immense amount of freedom that was almost foreign to me. This was the first time I was taking the classes I wanted to take, not courses required by my school. It took a week or two for me to completely pick up the routine of Juniata and how everything and everyone functions. Surprisingly, I have been here for a month now, but it feels like I have been here for years. I have met so many welcoming and supportive people so far and I have an amazing group of friends.

Although entering college can be intimidating, the best advice I can give is to arrive with an open mind. If you stay in your room watching Netflix and talking to friends from home instead of going out, socializing and exploring different events and groups on campus, you won’t get the full package that Juniata has to offer. This school has already showed me I made the right choice, even in a matter of weeks.

This Week at Juniata Week 4

Reflections On Returning – I’m Back!

Well hello there, everyone, it’s been a while!

On August 23rd, 2013, I boarded a plane headed for Brussels International Airport. It was one of the most exciting and terrifying moments of my life, knowing that the next 10 months would be spent in a French city that was entirely foreign to me. Nine hours later, we touched down on Belgian soil and began a very stressful 3-hour journey to our final destination, Lille, France.

Starting with that first train ride from the airport to Lille, there were many moments during my past year abroad when things did not go as planned. Over the course of those 10 months, a plethora of missed stops, misunderstood sentences, frustrating encounters, and worn-out shoes rattled hard on the boundaries that had previously contained my comfort zone.

My experience of living in a different country taught me countless things about myself and other people, but one of the most important lessons I now realize I learned was how to become comfortable with living uncomfortably. Now, of course, I don’t mean that my rented room was literally uncomfortable (I quite liked my 9-square-meter space). But, by default, existing in an environment where many things are out of your control and do not go as planned means that you will have those awkward encounters with strangers, those stressful conversations with the bank and immigration office, or perhaps the frustrating exchange with the residence office insisting that you have indeed already paid your rent for the past two months, thank you very much (true story). Personally, I had to learn to adjust my expectations and focus on goals as opposed to achieving them smoothly. Sometimes, you just have to walk in blindly with fingers crossed.

It would be impossible to write a summary of my year in Lille that would accurately express everything that I experienced and saw, but I can say that I am so entirely grateful for those moments of being uncomfortable. As individuals, we do not have power over how everything goes in our life. Sometimes, you have to fight for what you want in a language that you still aren’t 100% fluent in with someone who is treating you rudely when you’re exhausted. It happens. And you will get through it.

For moments like this, it's all more than worth it . (Greystones, Ireland)

For moments like this, it’s all more than worth it . (Greystones, Ireland)

Ultimately, I couldn’t be happier that I was lucky enough to study abroad. All of those stressful moments were more than worth it, and I wouldn’t take back any of them for a second.

Summer in Mexico

More than 300 feet in the air...and I was even brave enough to hang upside down!

More than 300 feet in the air…and I was even brave enough to hang upside down!

It was May 20th, 2014 at 6:05am. I was sitting in seat 25D of a Delta flight headed for Atlanta and, later, Mexico City. I had just finished my freshman year of college a week prior and now here I was on my way to Mexico for a 10 week adventure. That’s right I was headed to Mexico for 2 ½ months. I was there primarily for academic purposes; I took classes at the local university for a month and did an internship for the last 6 weeks. Of course, that wasn’t all I was going to do- traveling, eating tacos, and taking siestas were all on my very long “Must Do in Mexico” list. Now that I’m back, I can tell you that my “What I did in Mexico” list is far more amazing. I traveled, ate tacos, and took siestas but I also went ziplining, visited incredible Zapotec ruins at Monte Albán, and watched the sun rise over the tallest mountain in Mexico as I hiked up it. And the whole trip, 10 week trip, was free.

That’s right, I went to Mexico all summer and the only things I paid for were things I chose to buy, like artisan market souvenirs and delicious street food. When I applied to Juniata College, I received a scholarship called the Eagles Abroad scholarship, which covered the cost of the summer in Mexico. In the spring of my senior year of high school, my Juniata admission counselor let me know that I was being considered for the scholarship because of the level of Spanish I’d had in high school. I, along with many of my peers, interviewed on campus (partly in English, partly in Spanish) for one of a few scholarships. I remember the cold April day I got the call that I’d gotten the scholarship. I was excited, but I had no idea just how much this opportunity would change my life.

The sun rising over the Orizaba Peak, or Pico de Orizaba, the tallest mountain in Mexico.

The sun rising over the Orizaba Peak, or Pico de Orizaba, the tallest mountain in Mexico.

After the first four weeks of classes, some of the people on the trip went home. Me and two of my peers stayed for the optional six week internship. We were set up with an internship that was related to our POE; since I’m an Early Childhood and Special Education POE, I was interning at a private school for four weeks and a social work agency for the last two weeks. At the school, I started out just observing the teachers and helping individual students; by the end, I was teaching full time and designing my own curriculum for the two week English intensive summer course. At DIF, the social work agency, I helped plan and run workshops for a week-long summer day camp for over 100 children and adolescents. On the weekends, I attended fiestas, traveled, and explored the outdoors (ziplining, hiking, etc.). By the time the ten weeks was up, I felt very attached to the city and so confidently independent that I didn’t want to leave.

Me with some of my students on my last day at the school.

Me with some of my students on my last day at the school.

But rosy retrospection is very real and the Mexico I like now is the same Mexico I sometimes hated when I was there. The earthquake we experienced the first night there didn’t help the homesickness and culture shock at all. If anything, it made them worse. There were moments when I got really annoyed with Mexican culture and just wanted to live in a place where I felt 100% comfortable and safe (a.k.a. Juniata). I felt horribly guilty that I didn’t get to watch my sister perform in her dance recital (this was made worse by the fact that I had danced with her at that studio for 10 years and this was my first recital as an alum). I didn’t spend the summer at Girl Scout Camp like I have every summer since I was six. I missed my best friend like crazy.

Overall, though, I’m so glad I did it and I wouldn’t trade the experience for anything. Leaving the comforts of life in the US and, more specifically, my normal life was really scary. But the friendships and memories made there made it all worth it! Plus, my Spanish was pretty bueno before I left but now it’s fantástico!


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